Deep breaths... but not too deep, otherwise people might notice something is wrong.
Think, Naethra thought to herself,
what would you do normally here? Not crying was a good start. So was not screaming. She blinked rather misty eyes and tried earnestly to continue that practice.
The other people in the party were talking. Normally she'd weigh in.
"We have no idea where we are. You can't traverse the Wilderness, not really, not reliably. What are the odds you'll end up in a city you're familiar with? In a city that would have ever heard of you? Or any of us, for that matter. I think... one way or another, you'll have to restart your reputation, wherever you wind up. Might as well choose what works best. You'll never be Gwyn there, at least not the Gwyn you were. Even... even if you do change back, you won't have all the same influences you did before, you would have survived something... most dreadful, and you'd have to start over in a new place, with only us as your foundation. One way or another, you'll be building from scratch. We all will." If we survive, she thought but did not say.
"I'd... I'd think about a new name. A pretty one. Maybe Guenevere?" she added, weakly. She wanted Gwyn to stay an elf, and a woman. It felt so right... the brutish, borish, dreadfully uncouth vulgar half-elf had been a pain to work with, but the new elf girl was so sweet... not the brightest, but it seemed such a tragedy for her to throw away all she'd gained.
Of course, that train of thought made the Voice's words sting. What would she give up to survive this place? What could she do now? What had she already given away, and what had she just lost... The voice and the thoughts had been oddly focused on that deed... what was it getting at?
"Oh, may I please see that deed for a moment? I may be able to recognize the city. I studied maps of the old empire, from time to time," she said.
"Keep your eyes up, I can only pick up on some things.."
She turned her attention to Duran as she spoke. If Gwyn had been improved by this place, Duran's changes had been... at best a lateral move, but she seemed more the person she was when this all began. But the warning was apt. Naethra looked up, uneasy but already well and truly frightened. She hadn't felt this helpless since those first nights alone in the Wilderness...